how can you move on and forget?

Why is it when we though things are really doing well and everythings mellow, challenges come along...I had such a bad day at work...don't get me wrong cause this isn't the first time I've been scolded by my boss, but when your values are being tested it makes you want to think what am I doing in this manipulative, back stabbing self centered company...how can I move on from here? Everyone's going to talk about it...everyone's gonna know...damn! It wasn't my choice my stats from last month failed...who in the right frame of mind would want your numbers to fail??its just hard to move on from challenges at work...I just want to move on...please let me do my thing and just don't drag me into your drama....I just want to move on....but how can I move on...where do I begin?

Stay tuned...I just need time for myself...

Stock Market, Fashion and alot of blabbing!

As usual being the night owl that I am, I take time to write something in my blog...just finish watching the nightly news and as always, I'm drained..work wasn't enough to pull my energy down. It took 1 news about the stock market to add stress in my head...thinking of what makes me relax, just before doing this blog I flipped pages of my favorite Fashion magazine Seventeen and Cosmopolitan to calm my nerves...haha guess what it did! There's no better way to end a very hectic, head spinning day than to look at 5000 Thousand Dollar purses and shoes...Geeze! And to think the stock market is struggling...

Anyhow I've already blabbing non-sense...let me just do what I'm good at (I think)...giving out my personal insights ...NO! I'm not a stylist or a fashion expert but I've always have an eye for style and people do notice that....And alot of people would agree although fashion magazines are a thrill to look at, you can't really wear those in the office or even go to school...No offense to high fashion photographers and models but for real, we can't wear them! I work in a Fortune 500 company and there's no way I can pass our reception area with tissed hair and smokey eye shadow matched with props....well maybe that's why they call it "high fashion"...


But don't get me wrong i really love fashion...i love dressing up, wearing and buying designer things but of course i refer to magazines first before spending my hard earned cash...and at times i get disappointed looking at those high fashion magazine...just wish they put more realistic shots where people can see the clothes...where we can see if the clothes fit us...sometimes too artistic isn't always pleasing to one's eye...